Thursday, November 11, 2010

My renewed love of "high mind"

You know that feeling where you haven't consumed food and are feeling light and really slim? Yeah, that's how I feel at this point and time during the day <3 The last time I ate was yesterday at about 8 AM and it was a small-ish bowl of Cheerios (generic brand....yeah that's right bitches, I'm poor!) hehe so anyways, yeah. And there's nobody home to notice that I will not consume anything today and that just makes me 10x happier!!!!! Plus- I'm not planning on eating anything until someone forces me to. I know that sounds childish but screw it. This is my guilty pleasure and I know what will happen. Call me nuts, call me batty, call me whatever the minds likes to call me. *whispers* I don't care :)

So I've been logged onto Prettythin for the entire morning, it's 12:01 and the posts have been kinda boring. Last night though there was this hotard calling themselves "zander"........so obnoxious that even I- yes I couldn't refuse to write back to this creature haha got a good laugh out of the stupidity. Some people like to fuck w/ other's minds so they go on forums as a joke and post the most ridiculous stuff just to get a rise out of everyone. To be brutally honest, the "zander" character reminded me of my ex. The sarcasm, the lame attempt to be funny, the brutal stupidity and disregard for someone other than themselves.

So I've got two weeks to lose 7 pounds= POC (piece of cake)
Especially w/ my ongoing fast I should drop it in no time flat. <3 I am just loving life right now! and that's why I call it "high mind"= when you are loving everything except your enemies (which would be weird if you loved your enemies) and everything just seems to be in it's right place and everything's working out. You go through really shitty times and then life pays you back by giving you times like this. I've been SO fortunate these past two months! finally got over my ex, got a fantastic new boytoy who's everything I want (except for his odd comments about his past girls being tiny- eh, he's a boy whatdo I expect?) my weight gettin back down, virtuous family (babies, weddings), etc.

So in a nutshell, yeah, I'm happy at this moment in time. finished watching thinspo- If you seek amy.... awesome and only just renews my disinterest in that energy drink in my room hhaha

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